storing sunny and cloudy memories

why must girls lie when they wanna end the relationship? why can't you just say that you don't love him anymore or something, rather than giving a stupid lame lie that everyone knows the whole truth behind it. i guess this is because girls think too much of their reputation, or maybe tak sampai hati. i know breaking up is awful but the guy will have to take it anyway. if you lie and give hope it will only make things worst. hope is the last thing any guy wants from a girl. so girls out there, just tell the truth. he might be sad for a few days but life goes on. i think this holiday thing is really making me unhealthy. today i woke up at 3pm. basically sat in front of the tv, changed channels every 2 minutes, then watched introduction to dorothy dandrige, it was a good movie! then buka puasa, watched coming to america for the 100th time. about 9-ish, went out for teh tarik. came back at 11pm and sat in front of the tv till 1. huargh! and now here i am. what am i doing?!?!?! this...

this picture was taken last month. i like it! 

should i work this holiday or should i just chill and lepak, bangun at 2 pm? i don't know. got this job offer to work at utm@jb. i know i can lepak with khafidha, but the journey to jb in a bus is simply not my thing. blargh!

Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring. They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its truth ...

yesterday was great! thanks nadeera and liyana for calling me. love you guys!! birthday was great and fun, apart from the fight that drowned me in tears for 4 hours. bluargh! don't feel like talking about the fight. anyway, my birthday was great! he gave me the 1st present sharp at 12am, 6th october. i was excited and happy. the thing is i have no idea that he has another present with him. so when we went out for buka puasa, he gave me the 2nd present. it was way better than the 1st present. its something that ive always wanted. i was so happy that even during the dinner i was starring at the present, not listening to a word he's saying. he's so sweet and nice and nice and nice! then later after dinner, we went for coffee at coffee bean. sheffer, boyot, naq, emi, poyo, yana kuman and yana poyo was there too. thank you guys.. im on holiday for one month. i have no idea what to do, plus its fasting month. i woke up today at 5pm. thats bad ppl, bad! tomorrow going for a hair c...