storing sunny and cloudy memories

his father passed away when he was a teenager. his mother had to take care of other brothers and sisters, 10 all together. he and his younger sister were sent to stay with their grandmother. he bonded with his sister over the years and they were inseparable. their grandmother took care of them till they went to university. at times, he will meet up with his mother and other brothers and sisters. his father had 3 other sisters and 1 brother who constantly took care of him and his sister. he was close to his uncle and aunties. they were like his parents. after diploma, he went to finish up his degree in Michigan, his sister got married. after completing his degree he came back and worked. he remains his close relationship with his aunties and uncle through out the years. his aunt basically took care of him when he first arrived in kl. 12 years ago, his grandmother passed away. his grandmother who took care of him after this father's death. when his grandmother died, i was at school. ...

happy birthday sheffer! i wish i could be there and celebrate. love you long time, kuna, porsche neighbor and cafe sienna guy. xoxooooxoo

it all comes up to either you're at the right time, right place. at times, unfortunate things happen to some people just because they are at the wrong place and at the wrong time. at times, happy things happen to some people because they are at the right place at the right time. few weeks back, i was walking with sheffer from a train station to hafiz's house to play poker. as we were walking towards the exit door of the train station we saw this guy, holding a cake with full of candles walking towards a girl who were facing the other way she can't see him, obviously. so this guy walked slowly towards his girlfriend, i assume. and surprised her with the birthday cake. soooo sweeet! then after we went out of the train station we saw this young fine man, waiting for a tram. siting there like any ordinary guy. what's not ordinary is that he was crying. he was literally crying out loud. like we can hear him crying although we were on the opposite street wearing his office at...

change is unavoidable. how do we overcome change? change is happening all around us. as a human being without any control of the environmental factor, we face changes in almost every aspect. there's no doubt that human dislike changes. no one is a fan of change unless it brings benefits to them. that is called self-interest. however, in most cases, that would rarely happen. look at ourselves when facebook changes its layout. no one likes it. there's even a petition to bring back the old layout. that shows how we react to changes. period. i am not a fan of change. so, i won't be active with tumblr. blogspot is just it. :) on the other hand, all we can do is swim to the change that is unavoidable. breath, keep paddling and you'll reach to the end without even realizing it. be it breast stroke, butterfly stroke, back stroke or frog style. just don't drown yourself.

hello tumblr ! goodbye superainbow..

bonjour! November 17th, 2008 1:41:13 PM kuna ismail: smalam aku decorate rumah 1:41:15 PM kuna ismail: kemas rumah 1:41:18 PM kuna ismail: uishhhh 1:41:24 PM kuna ismail: penat wei 1:42:07 PM khafidha (khafidha@hotmail.com): wow..kau decorate mcm mane 1:42:16 PM khafidha (khafidha@hotmail.com): ada feature wall semua ke 1:43:09 PM kuna ismail: hahahahhaa 1:43:11 PM kuna ismail: takde lah 1:43:17 PM khafidha (khafidha@hotmail.com): deko bersama eric 1:43:19 PM kuna ismail: aku amik liyana nyer decoration kat rumah dia 1:43:23 PM kuna ismail: pastu tampal kat dinding jer 1:43:29 PM kuna ismail: pastu pagi tadi syok2 tido 1:43:33 PM khafidha (khafidha@hotmail.com): jatuh 1:43:34 PM khafidha (khafidha@hotmail.com): ? 1:43:34 PM kuna ismail: benda tuh jatuh atas kepala aku 1:43:36 PM kuna ismail: siot jer 1:43:39 PM khafidha (khafidha@hotmail.com): HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA 1:43:39 PM kuna ismail: apa lagi 1:43:41 PM kuna ismail: jatuh lah 1:43:44 PM kuna ismail: terus bangun aku 1:43:47...

yesterday was my first class after the semester break. new semester, new class, new people. i kinda like meeting new people but i don't like to talk about myself to other people. repeating the same thing all over again. yada yada yadaa.. so, i'm just going to ask them to read this entry. easier for me :) hello.. my name kuna. of course that is not my full name or real name. my name is tengku nor liyana. when i was born, my dad decided to call me kuna. that is how it works in the family. ku comes from tengku, na comes from liyana. sorry to say, if your name is tengku khafidha everyone will call you kudha. formally, i will introduce myself as liyana. i was born in 1984, do the math! i'm the eldest among five. i have two demanding sisters and two annoying brothers. i lost track how old they are because they grew up so fast. everytime someone asks how old is my youngest brother i'll end up saying seven, which was five years ago. he will turn twelve next week, but still i th...

the pictures were taken exactly a year ago. that day was hilarious. i don't remember why we were at yana's place but i remember she freestyled and we laughed sampai semput. speaking of semput, last night did not go according to plan. few nights ago, yana asked 'you nak buat apa lepas hantar kitaorg pegi airport?' and i answered, 'kemas barang, main internet, tgk tv, maybe buat laundry' so after i sent the girls at the airport went back and kemas barang, main internet.. and then my cousin who just arrived yesterday morning called, saying that his son got an asthma attack and a high fever. she needed to bring him to the hospital. so i rushed macam lipas kudung, picked her up and drove to the nearest hospital. the hospital then referred him to another hospital, children's hospital. apparently the first hospital can't treat him because it's an adult hospital. weird much? hospital is still a hospital, i thought. but for this country, we need to send him t...

dah lama tak tgk iklan malaysia. saya nak balik malaysia! sekarang!

i'm starting a new reserach. there are so many questions to structure my new research. can you? should you? do you have to? why it won't work? can you? some say yes, some say no. it depends on the situation, i guess. yes, after a considerable amount of time passes. after you have both really moved on, yes. yes, you can. make sure you're done with it. then, after that is passed, make every effort to maintain at least a casual friendship if this is someone who is in your life anyway. be a grown up, have some maturity, suck it up if you have to, and really try. by veronica should you? "Even if a romance loses its spark, you can still enjoy each other's company," says Patricia Farrell, Ph.D., author of How to Be Your Own Therapist. Plus, he remembers why he fell in love with you and can give you an ego boost when you need it. think of me as a remote, nonthreatening reminder of your old friend. since feelings are nonexistent, why not catch up over dinner without d...

while the girls are sleeping, i decided to membebel. kindly press apple-q or alt-f4 if youre not interested in reading :) advancement of technology? can it do us good or can it make it worst? ermmm.. nowadays, the technology is moving rapidly. it changes like the change of weather in melbournebut is the advancement of technology helping us? or we now rely so much in the technology that we get paralyzed without it. zaman zaman mak tok ayah, they communicate using letters which will take a gezillion years to pass one message to another. today with a click of a button the message travels from one country to another within minutes or even seconds. is this a benefit to us or a burden? moving on to the next thing on my mind, will long distance relationship work? even with the advancement of technology? or it will simply make everything more complicated and ruined the relationship? i used to think that with the advancement of technology we can chat, skype, send text through websites and it wi...

this past few days was nothing but fun. we laughed til berair mata, asthma attack and terjatuh katil hodon ya! my two dear friend told me that im not as chatty as before i think im still chatty, its just that im used to talking to myself or the furniture in my house being away from home is not something i thought would be easy. it is not easy but possible. unlike relationships, easy but impossible. i miss..

i finished my exam. woohoo! finance and accountings was fuzzy. leadership and management was alright. lenguh tangan menulis . four down eight more to go. the girls are here, im very very happy. very very happy! we eat, drink, shop, cook and do crappy stuffs together. we have our late-night-before-bed-talk. we have sleepovers. im very very happy! but it will end in 11 days, i don't want to think about it for now. this is what we have been doing.. im skyping with my brother now. he is so annoying. he wants me to buy this, he wants me to buy that. hish! he's telling me about his girlfriend. eugh! he's big now. he has a girlfriend who is 1/2 inch taller than him. and her name is liyana. hishhh! nama pun nak sama ngan aku.. lawan tauke betul. hish!