afterall, it's not so bad
they say at the end of every tunnel, there is a bright light but what can i say, i'm stuck in the middle of the tunnel and the bright light is no where near. for some, things happen spontaneously. how lucky! personally, i love surprises and when things turn out differently. to a certain extend, i like when things are well-planned and organised. because i definitely do not like chaos. things work in a weird way that you would never realise or expect that it would. something that you hate so much, you will eventually love it. things that you don't plan to do or you refuse to do it, turn out to be the happiest night. i just love the post mortem part of every fortunate or unfortunate series of events! the giggling and laughing while you reflect back of what had happen at that point of time. i had fun during the post mortem session! i like to explore the feeling of it, the new things you learn about the new person. because the feeling can be overwhelming at times. every single detai...