storing sunny and cloudy memories

i have to submit my report in less than 12 hours i need to print my report! the thing is.. my uni only prints black and white i have graphs and charts, in color i went to library to print they have only black and white i went to other shops they can only print black and white i went to a printing shop near uni they can print color but.. it's $2.40 per page and if you're going to print from usb or cd extra $15 wowwwww! bloody rip-offs!

okay here's the thing. THE hot guy, he looks like this! sorry to say, i think he is hot :)

my day started like any other. freshly brewed coffee from the cafe nearby and a cigarette. students busied themselves with assignment report while i was busy at the smoking area. it was a typical day at uni. students were all facing the computer, stressing, panicking, discussing the big presentation adventure tomorrow. as they were all busy preparing with their group mates, i swiftly took my place in front of the computer, my usual place in the computer lab facing the door, don't know what to expect of what was to come. the 'bitchy' hat of doing group discussion being put on over my head as we were about to discuss our group bit. we wrapped around ourselves our best presentation skills in which we would be presenting tomorrow, and rehearse our lines. later after that, i was doing my research report. the topic i chose and now regret choosing such topic, petrochemical industry. wtf right? as i was typing my report, with my not-so-freshly brewed coffee, then came a sharp smell...

camberwell market is the best! vintage stuffs..yeeehaa! we bought old bench for my balcony, and trunk chest-ish for amoi to put her books. now i can sit on my balcony and sun bathe, amoi can put her books in her new trunk. go camberwell! youre the best. a person i knew for only 45 mins told me 'behind every action, there is a positive intend'. it took me a while to understand the meaning behind it. i now know why certain people would react in a certain way. there is always a positive intention behind it. in order to see that, i just have to see it in a different way. in my 24 years of life, im glad to know i have someone beside me. to support and be there for me. i am blessed to have 4 crazy girls with me all my life, 1 crazy girl who is so far away but so near at heart. 2 crazy guys that i tell almost everything. the girls are my oxygen and the pillar in my life. they are my blind spot mirror. we have been friends for half of my life, how could they not be my blind spot mirror...

oo, ee, oo ah ah, ting tang, wala wala bing bang oo, ee, oo ah ah, ting tang wala wala bing bang todays class was most probably the most enjoyable class because its the last class for accountings and finance. wohooo! its my last week for the semester. how fast time flies. its been 3 months since i first arrived here. nothing much happened in the past 3 months, i miss Malaysia and i wanna go back home! apart from wanting to go back home, todays class is all about Malaysia. how others view about Malaysia and surprisingly, they didn't think of Malaysia in a positive way. in short, they summarized Malaysia as a country which accepts bribery, cheap illegal dvds, illegal goods, politically unstable, leaders of the country fighting over their own cronies, and good food! i couldn't agree more on the good food part. i miss nasi daun pisang. i was stunned when he mentioned all that, not stunned because it is not true but stunned because he knew so much about Malaysia. memalukan lah all t...

i can feel it coming in the air tonight 18 days to go. yeeehha! we were bored and here is the outcome. tadaa! love, kuna. and then we found this.. hi this is not kuna this is the parasite at kuna's apartment mmmm... this parasite is uncertain about everything atm and strongly believes that "money is the root of all evil" fuck this material world muahahaha wishing u peace, happiness and love xoxo

saya nikahkan dikau dengan anakku.. amin.. lately, my abedik penyakit is getting from bad to worst. i can't say it out. abedik here and there. it is buried inside me now that i can't dig it out. the wall is getting thicker everyday, thoughts and feelings are buried deep inside, can't seem to sleep, basically, i'm in deep shit! my daddy so handsome! there will be more events that i can't physically be there. visually there but physically here is not a bad thing, i don't have to dress up. it was such a big event for a small event. get it? she was very very happy on that day and i'm very very happy that she is very very happy. she knows what she wants. she knows and i don't.

happy birthday to me! twenty four years old? goshhh! twenty four hours of tetek and dinggol for my birthday. this weekend, another twenty four hours of tetek and dinggol? we'll see..

ucapan daripada anakanda di perantauan: kepada mak, ayah, sahabat handai jauh nun di malaysia.. hari yang panas gunalah kipas, kipas boleh dibeli di pekan, hari raya dah pun lepas, silap dan salah mohon dimaafkan. ok, lame. selamat hari raya aidilfitri. mohon ampun maaf dipinta jika terkasar bahasa atau terguris hati. this year raya was different but same. different because im away from home. different because my ketiak tak basah in baju kurung, for the first time! different food. Alhamdulillah. same because i didn't get any duit raya. same because i slept after beraya and makan. same because i didn't cry. jijo and amoi cried, both cried but different reason. i know i was supposed to be sad or at least cry, but i couldn't. i miss my brother, but he's acting like an adult. no more time for me, ppfftt! this year raya, i enjoyed the food. nasi lemak, rendang, lodeh, nasi impit, ayam sambal hijau! ohmigod! so good and so different. thanks to jijo and friends! i'm having...