buried alive in spring

saya nikahkan dikau dengan anakku..

amin..

lately, my abedik penyakit is getting from bad to worst.
i can't say it out. abedik here and there.
it is buried inside me now that i can't dig it out.
the wall is getting thicker everyday, thoughts and feelings are buried deep inside, can't seem to sleep, basically, i'm in deep shit!

my daddy so handsome!
there will be more events that i can't physically be there.
visually there but physically here is not a bad thing, i don't have to dress up.
it was such a big event for a small event. get it?
she was very very happy on that day and i'm very very happy that she is very very happy.
she knows what she wants.
she knows and i don't.