storing sunny and cloudy memories

all-time favourite pictures. loves it! what do i want my nieces and nephews to call me? my mom and dad, tok cu and tok ku. yana and ashraf, mami and mamu. sheffer and khafidha, nda sheffer and tante khafidha. me?

thanks dzu + ifzan for the pics :) being the eldest comes with extra responsibilities. my shoulders, head and heart can't take this burden anymore. beneath the smiley faces and laughter, i think im not well. everyone has a deep dark secret, don't they? i do.

they say at the end of every tunnel, there is a bright light but what can i say, i'm stuck in the middle of the tunnel and the bright light is no where near. for some, things happen spontaneously. how lucky! personally, i love surprises and when things turn out differently. to a certain extend, i like when things are well-planned and organised. because i definitely do not like chaos. things work in a weird way that you would never realise or expect that it would. something that you hate so much, you will eventually love it. things that you don't plan to do or you refuse to do it, turn out to be the happiest night. i just love the post mortem part of every fortunate or unfortunate series of events! the giggling and laughing while you reflect back of what had happen at that point of time. i had fun during the post mortem session! i like to explore the feeling of it, the new things you learn about the new person. because the feeling can be overwhelming at times. every single detai...

semenjak hari semalam, kehidupanku tidak berapa menarik kerana awal pagi dah terpaksa bangun. awal pagi yg dimaksudkan ialah 530 pagi. sejejaknya di pejabat jam 8 pagi, masa berjalan bagaikan kura kura. di akhir hari pertama, kesesakan lalu lintas di lebuhraya memeningkan kepala dan menaikkan kemarahan yang membuak. perjalanan mengambil masa 1 jam 25 minit. bingung! semalam sudah berlalu, mudah mudahan hari ni membawa kebahagiaan. masih awal untuk mengatakannya. kita tunggu dan lihat. hahahahhahaha! ewww. an attempt to blog in bahasa novel. i feel like i'm in cerekarama. pppfftt! work work work.

exam is going to be over in three days. im so the very very excited. after friday, life is going to be kecoh and fun at the same time! i get to shop til i drop, and pack to go back. my last minute shopping list: 1. supre t-shirt for khafidha 2. bic lighters for yana 3. snacks, chocolates and junk foods for sheffer 4. work pants 5. tan shoes 6. jeans 7. supre t-shirt for myself 8. souvenirs for mamatok and papatok 9. t-shirt australia for lilis 10. macam macam lagi my last minute food or coffee: 1. brother baba budan coffee 2. cinnamon doughnuts 3. don don 4. kanpai what else should i do before i leave? omg! 3 more days.. hurry hurry curry curry furry furry!

i did not expect my friday would be a freaky one. not that i transform into my mom or what. half of friday was annoying, and the other half was freaky. ill be going back next month, yes! one month from now. hmm..one more month. since i have to start working somewhere in august, they are now starting to give me options on where i wanna be placed in august. im happy enough that i get to choose what i want to do, and on top of that i have four options to choose from. among the four options, i looked forward to this particular one. but this one is against my values and principle. i was asked a question and i have to make a decision there and then. the question sounded something like this.. 'do you drink? are you willing to drink and socialise with your clients? because you'll be taking care of US market, so it is a plus point if you drink'. i never thought that they would actually have this kinda 'screening of employees' procedures. since when did they look for girls wh...

my laptop went kaput! kacing! and kaput! with no signal that it was going to die no sign or sickness or anything all of a sudden, she was not functioning at all. she literally died, on my lap. and so, i brought her to the hospital today hoping that i could recover all my data. i don't really care what happens to her body, all i need is her brain. because her brain is my brain. i don't function without my hard disk. its like, she suddenly was diagnosed with brain tumor. and the doctors can fix her, except to get her a new brain. yes, i know that could be done. all i have to do is pay $200 and i'll get her a new brain. but i need her old brain! that would cost up to $1500. that is my fucking life! my two years of everything is in her brain and i need it! fuuccckkkk!!

remember this picture? i found it somewhere in the virtual world.. haaahahahha.. happy birthday yana! have fun and tarakucaca!

mother: x tido lag ??? buat assignmt k? me: tak la mother: ek elehhhh me: baru balik dari jalan2 mother: ish ish ish.... jalan 2 kat mana ??? me: jalan jalan city mother: dgn mata biru ?? rambut blonde ?? me: hahahah tak...mata hitam gemok bulat! hahahaha cuba teka siapa mother: mata hitam gemok.... hmmmm ...........nono ?? ape la kuna ni... kesian dia....tak baik tau !! she 'ek elehhhh' me! i cannot believe she actually ek elehhh-ed me.. im going to find for her a blue-eye blonde dude and surprise her at the airport. hahahhahahahahhaha

dear girls, have i mentioned to you guys how much i love the in case bag? well, i love the in case bag to death. it's the best gift ever! what have i used from the in case bag? 1. pins. because my shirts keep on menayangkan anggota badan di celah celah. so i used the pins to cover it. 2. powder because i thread my eyebrow myself, so i used the powder before threading. 3. alarm clock because i cannot wake up to class. 4. melbourne map i think i used it for only 2 weeks until hancur already now. 5. engraved pen i used it to sign important documents, nampak professional konon. 6. sewing kit to thread my eyebrow. hahahahah not jahit baju or anything. 7. shower cap i use it everyday so that my hair won't get wet. those are some of the items that i've used so far. yesterday, i was in uni about to go back home. mind you, it was 10pm, and i was in uni since 10am. i was tired i supposed, i missed a step on the stairs and sprain my ankle. when i got home, i first thing i look for is ...