storing sunny and cloudy memories

sometimes i do feel that i take things for granted. i should be happy with what i have but still im being selfish and not think of others. there are a lot of people outside there who is less fortunate than me and they would be happy enough if they were in my shoes. i have everything that i want. i get almosttttt everything that i want. but still i wish for more. what cant i just be happy and thankful for what i have? me and khafidha went out for coffee last night. it was raining and we have no idea where to go and we decided to have our coffee at coffee bean. khafidha kempunan kopi mahal la konon.. something weird happened yesterday evening. weird...weird

i have a lot of work. due dates for assignments, mid term, quizzes, mid-term. this is making me depressed. i just came back from class and the lecturer told me the bad news that i pray will not happen this semester. "what happened to you girls? you girls are going to be barred". i just stood there with my mouth open, shocked of what might happen. maybe i should start thinking of reasons that i will have to tell the dean in a week or two. with all the stress work and due dates, i dont think i will get good results this semester. im worried! holiday starts early october.. wake me up when september ends.

from mr.nonotz again..boring la jugak! 1. Call me ____: kuna 2. What color of shirt are you wearing right now? beige 3. What Are You Watching Right Now? laptop screen 4. What Was The Last Thing You Ate? nasi daging merah 5. Do You Believe In Karma? what goes around comes around 6. If You Were A Crayon, what color would you be? Why? white..because i like white 7. How Is The Weather Right Now? siang tadi panas..now sejuk la 8. Last Person You Talked To On The Phone? afzal 9. Do You Like The Person Who Sent this? hahahhahaha..like like 10. How Are You Today? good. not enough sleep 11. Favorite Drink(s)? >>>BESIDES WATER nescafe ice 12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink? dont drink 13. Favorite Sports? swimming and diving 14.Favorite Hair Color? blue black, black brownish, rambut sophia la senang! 15. Favorite Eye Color? light brown 16. Favorite Band? tak tau la. nsync kot.. 17. Favorite of x bf/gf? hahahaha. what? 18. Favorite Months? october 19. Favorite Food? semua pon favourite 20. Las

got it from nonots.. Who is the last one.. [1] You touched? - afzal [2] You talked to? - anisa [3] You hugged?-afzal [4] You instant messaged? yana [5] You yelled at? afzal [6] You laughed with? anisa Name four drinks you regularly drink: [1] milo [2] nescafe [3] vanilla coke [4] teh tarik Have you ever... [1] Fallen for a friend? yes..hahhaha [2] Made out with JUST a friend? nope [3] Been rejected? = nopee [4] Been in lust? = hmm..maybe [5] Used someone? = ahahah..yes [6] Ever been used? = yes..of course [7] Been cheated on? = yesssssss [8] Done something you regret? = yess...life must go on [9] Can you list a few of them? nooooo Do you..? [1] Color your hair? = yessss [2] Have tattoos? = no [3] Have Piercing(s)? = yeap [4] Floss daily? = floss? noo [6] Think you are cultured? = sometimes [7] Like to drive fast? = yesssss [8] Believe in God or Devil? = god [9] Believe in The Closet Monster? noo Miscellaneous Questions! [1] What should u be doin right now? = sleep [2] What are you list

at this minute now i really miss the girls. i miss the time we hang out at amoi's house, smoke by the window. sleep over at liyana's for weeks. miss sophia's food. hahaha. miss everyone. good friends are hard to find. i guess im having my pms day.. i feel like crying now.

today i woke up and finally i could see the sun shining through my bedroom window. no more bad level of haze. according to the news the level now is at an unhealthy level but wtf, its good enough compared to last monday. sad part is ill have class this monday. mmu was closed by the president on thursday and friday due the haze problem. im planning to sell of some things on ebay but im not sure what. hahhaa. i just think i could make some money out of it. maybe i could sell shirts that i bought 2-3 years ago which i never wear it because its too small for me but at that time i thought i could fit it someday. hahhaa. simpanan utk hari kurus kononnya. but unfortunately, hari kurus tu tak sampai. gemuk jugak sampai sekarang. some of the shirts i still have tags on it. hahaha. what else ah to auction?

im not going for diving anymore this year.. just realized that im broke. i bought 2 skirts, 3 t-shirts, and 2 books. im broke. but im saving some money for end of this year for sipadan. if my dad says ok because for the time being he thinks that sipadan is dangerous and bla bla bla but i still wanna go, and i wanna go to melbourne visit liyana and nadeera. *sigh*  

im on my 1 week break. yyeaaa. anyway, i just got back from redang last week and last friday i went to tioman. and that would be my last dive for 2005. duit pon dah habis! have to save up for melbourne and bali. if lah everyone jadi go to bali then ill just sibuk2. but my plan now is start saving up for melbourne and since the new bank account is not making everyone any good, might just save up on my own. i wanna go have lunch now..