storing sunny and cloudy memories

i have spent approximately 70 hours to come up with 4000 words report. i spent 4 hours crying bcos i didn't know if i could manage it. i spent few hours of shopping for eye cream (i was paranoid, stupid wrinkles!) and some other things. retail therapy la konon. i did not kill myself, although i was planning to jump off my balcony. ate maggi for few days, cooked nasi goreng komeng last night. i love nasi goreng komeng! kan sheffer? after all that trouble i went through.. this is one of the highlights in my report. In a study by Goleman (1995) self-awareness – recognizing a feeling, as it happens is the keystone of emotiononal intelligence. Goleman (1995) states that people with greater certainty about their feelings are better pilots of their lives, having a surer sense of how they really feel about personal decisions from whom to marry to what job to take. boring right? i know! my milkshake partner is busy bringing her blue eye boy to the yard. photo 1: faris after being bullied by

panic attack! 2 more weeks to final exam. 2 more presentation. 4 research paper to submit. 30 books to read. 20 journal papers to read. plus minus divide multiply = panic! i haven't even start anything and now i'm at the point where i don't even know where to start. i should start taking caffeine pills and not sleep. then, start choosing a company i want to do my research. then, read all the books and journals. start structuring my research paper. fill in the blanks. then start typing. gosh! easier said than done. i need to panic to start working. risky strategy. and stupid strategy. wtf!

few exciting things happened this week.. my (non-gatal) boss called to check on me bought some plants for my house, i hope tak mati soon went to the beach with amoi, so funny i almost peed in my pants train broke down because it was so hot, wtf? got a news from home that i'm going be her aunty in june, can't wait to see her! woke up late almost everyday, except for today. just got to know, drinking coffee more than seven cups a day can cause hallucination there's an ad in the newspaper, looking for someone who wants to do a documentary on diving. all i have to do is stay on an island for probably a month or so, blog everyday on what you do, feed the fish, go diving, clean the ocean. i will get $15,000. should i? i have to do a presentation in 1 hour and 15 mins but i'm in front of the computer, blogging. how great is that? i have to get ready now. see you soon!

pulau pinang, malaysia! places i want to visit: 1. barcelona, spain 2. madrid, spain 3. lourdes, france 4. zurich, switzerland 5. rome, italy 6. venice, italy 7. milan, italy 8. amsterdam, netherlands 9. berlin, germany 10. athens, greece 11. copenhagen, denmark 12. vienna, austria 13. stockholm, sweden 14. prague, czech republic 15. budapest, hungary 16. dublin, ireland 17. vatican city, vatican city 18. london, uk 19. cape town, south africa 20. tokyo, japan 21. london, uk 22. beijing, china 23. mexico city, mexico 24. panama city, panama 25. istanbul, turkey 26. cairo, egypt 27. port louis, mauritius 28. malé, maldives 29. bridgetown, barbados 30. nassau, bahamas 31. ottawa, canada 32. san josé, costa rica 33. kingston, jamaica 34. caracas, venezuela 35. otago, new zealand 36. auckland, new zealand 37. sydney, australia 38. mahé beach, seychelles wow! so banyak place i want to go. possible? oui!