storing sunny and cloudy memories

did i tell you that i moved? adopted to another family which is superduper cool beyond anything i can imagine. i was hoping to settle down in a terrace house, but i got offered to stay in a bungalow. what's there to complain? i'm grateful for what was offered to me. consider myself lucky. everything is starting to fall into places now. (i hope so) busy scheduling my holiday plans. not that i have a lot of money to go travel.. but i figured if i keep on saying i don't have money therefore i won't travel, then i won't. when i have money, i don't have time. if i have time, i don't have money. i'm just gonna go with it and just travel. so the hell with all the excuses. life is too short to take my own sweet time and think. the last time i took my time to think, i lost it. sometimes you need to lose something to realise how much you want it. lesson learnt: want something, go for it! most things in life don't wait for you. not even the train, or plane, or

"picture is worth a thousand words" refers to a complex idea that can be interpreted with a single still image, in which can be easily understood by everyone compared to words. a particular picture, conveyed a single message with a million of words gushing through my mind. although i can't really interpret the exact emotion that were portrayed in that picture, i knew it wasn't something dark. maybe grey. despite all that, i am really concern of my emotions and how i feel with that picture. didn't feel anything at all. nothing at all. probably the same feeling i felt when i saw the characters in the picture. shocked maybe? oh come on...i've seen the two real life, what more could a picture do to me? pfftt! lately, i've been having trouble understanding my feelings. hahahahhahaha! i think that department needs to be restructured. as stupid as it sounds, it is true. i can't differentiate if it's happy, sad, angry, scared, jealous, overwhelmed, irritat

they say put your past behind and move forward they say there is no such thing as what if.. there's only what was, what is and what will be. they can say anything and everything.