storing sunny and cloudy memories

pagi yang gelap kini sudah terang this is what i think people who are busy body about other people is because they're bored with their pathetic boring life. this is what i think gossip is good, i like to gossip, but menjaga tepi kain org lain is not considered as gossip anymore. this is what i think as long as im happy, he is happy, nothing else matters afterall, this is what i think

monday morning is the most difficult part for me. i have problem getting out of bed and mandi. at the office nothing much happened. normal work stuff, check kapal and reply emails. report deadline and settle some bank stuff! aiyooyoo. OMG! my plant site at kerteh (the place where they produce methanol) terbakar! so we had some complications to that, because my southern atlas is on the way to kerteh already. then i got a call saying that my plant terbakar. now i don't know where to put my 3500mt of methanol. anybody wanna buy? its actually methyl alcohol. i jual murah ja. while i was doing my work at the office, i was blown away by this guy from my office. i think he is the sweetest guy (don't get me wrong, i do not like this guy). it's not like i know him as a friend or what, but i know he is from my department lah. his workstation is somewhere behind there. i've talked to him once or twice maybe. his wife is the luckiest person. i heard him talking to his wife and it w

how would i describe today? :)

for kak ya's baby shower, we ordered cuppacakes and one of the design was this. i think i ate about 20 of it. most of the time i only take the rainbow design. hhaha. i know mengada. the wedding went smoothly dan mereka telah selamat diijap kabulkan pada jam 510 petang. macam pembaca berita lah pulak. both of them looked very happy and nervous. as for me, things are a little uncomfortable.i mean at the wedding lah. the moment we sampai til the time we balik. i wasn't feeling comfortable at all. i guess it was because the way they looked at me but i had fun with the girls. all i wanted is to go back home and sleep. after the makan makan, we went back to yana's place and i slept til 9pm. it's sunday already. i hope nothing bad will happen tomorrow. this morning i woke up and there's a text message from my office saying that my vessel will arrive sunday morning. hmm.. what am i suppose to do then? i didn't know how to react. so i just ignored that text message. last

poyo and liyana's wedding is in a few hours time. 6 hours to be exact! i bet they are feeling all excited and nervous about it. im feeling nervous for them now. haha. there goes another couple who ends up at jinjang pelamin. haha.. gile af! movie last night was great! though i slept at some part because it was toooo sloowwwww! jim carrey likes to act in slow movie lah i think. eternal sunshine of a spotless mind pun slowww tapi best! anyway, nak mandi lah!

i'm at the office. i'm in front of my computer. i'm doing my shipping thingy. i'm stressed out. i'm pissed off. i'm happy. i'm excited. i'm having butterflies. i'm tired. i'm sleepy. i'm worried. i'm thirsty. i'm lazy to walk. i'm annoyed by the traffic. i'm not having my PMS (period mad syndrome) i'm in the mood for cigarattes i'm puzzled!

i went to the curve last saturday, looking for kak ya's baby shower present. anyway, me and sheffer bought kak ya this pillow/crib tilam where it has contour and can give better digestion to the baby. also, we bought her a blanket wrap yang stretchable so that he won't end up tangan weird like sheffer. last weekend we spent saturday sunday at yana's place. we all went tgk cerita hantu! jangan pandang belakang. gile babi takut nak mati! huwaaa. mmg jgn pandang belakang betul betul ni! that will be the last time i will ever tgk cerita hantu. i still have trouble sleeping at night, which explains why i woke up late this morning and bile bangun this morning i thought nak mintak mc. hahaha. just because i woke up late, but then i decided to go to office sbb kononnya career woman lah ni, perasan also that i would become md/ceo one day. so, i crawled myself out of bed lah. about me and him, he's not doing so good while im doing alright. got la sad sad but sometimes lah. notlah

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small I've been drawing the line and watching it fall You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart Watching us fading and watching us fall apart Well I can't explain why it's not enough Coz I gave it all to you And if you leave me now Oh just leave me now It's the better thing to do It's time to surrender It's been too long pretending There's no use in trying When the pieces don't fit anymore Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel Coz I've tried, yes I've tried Still I don't know why No I don't know why Why I can't explain why it's not enough Coz I gave it all to you And if you leave me now Oh just leave me now It's the better thing to do It's time to surrender It's been too long pretending There's no use in trying When the pieces don't fit anymore The pieces don't fit anymore You pulled me under so I had to give in Such a beautif