storing sunny and cloudy memories

in about 4 hours, i bid farewell to 2013. it has been quite a crazy love journey which i cant sum up in words. a lot has happened and i mean it, A LOT! traveled to Brazil, South Africa, Australia, New Zealand and not forgetting Perhentian Island. it was amazing! i will travel more next year, hopefully. had the best and most amazing year in terms of my career, and i must emphasise that i have never felt this way about my work or my career before. this year, i have really proven myself that anything is possible if you put your mind to it. when it comes to career, i would say that i am hard on myself. i would always push myself to be better and sometimes or most of the time, i would put ridiculous target and strive for it. yes, i am kiasu like that. i would love to think that i am a hardworking person and i work really hard to be where i am now. i don't do it for position, power or money. those things will come together when it's your time but with me, it's the target

732 days ago, 16th September 2011 was my last post. so, many things had happened which at times i regret i didn't write it down. no point having regrets in life now huh? need to move on.. few things happened: 1. got engaged 1st January 2012 2. beloved mom got diagnosed with pancreatic cancer 20th May 2012 3. traveled to Germany July 2012 (best trip in my career life!) 4. attended my friend's wedding in Bangladesh somewhere November 2012 5. got married 20th December 2012 6. one and only mother i had for 28 years passed away 6th May 2013 if you're wondering how i am with all the turbulence in my life, the answer is i am ok. moving on with life even though at times i don't think i can. growing up even since i was small, i always tell myself that i am going to die first before my parents. almost everyday i will tell myself that, mainly because i don't know how to live without my mom. but i guess God has other better plan for me. so, yeah i survived. o

selamat hari Malaysia! i have decided to blog again. weeehhheee! not because i have items to promote or i am an insurance agent now that i want  to get more clients. reason being is because two years have passed since i last blog and so many things had happened that im starting to not remember those significant moments in my life. so many things had happened and i wish i had kept it on video or write it somewhere so i can look back ten years down the road and laugh or cry at it. anyhow, welcome back to me! ;)