it's not easy but it's the right thing
with the current situation, I think I have made the right decision giving all options that I have exhausted. it may not be the easiest thing for me to do, but surely it is the right thing to do. I had a day to myself to think yesterday. Self-reflect of that happened 16 years ago, I think I have recovered from whatever chaos that I had in my life. Having the memories with me reminded how painful it was when everyone turned against you and you are left with nothing but guilt. I have told myself that I will never ever be in the same situation ever again. I am proud to tell myself that this time, I put aside my principles and character and do the right thing.