my afternoon thoughts
sometimes i wonder how do i get here? how the hell did i end up being this person. dont get me wrong because i love myself, my family and friends who i cant live without. my love hate relationship with my work will never end. even if i quit my job, i dont think ill be satisfied. but as long as i need to pay my mortgage, car, food, vacation and shopping, quiting my job seems impossible. im grateful and thankful for what i have. my life up til today has been a crazy giant drop ride. i wouldnt say i enjoy every bit of it, there are days i feel like killing myself. somehow i manage to get through it. they say.. "God never gives you something that you can't handle, and never takes back anything without which you can't live"