storing sunny and cloudy memories

i'm still here today.. fyi, i'm not suicidal watched fantastic four the other day, and i don't know why but i cried ha ha ha. i know, lame! then went for a talk session where they talk about how i should appreciate life take every bit of the day as it is and live life like it's your last that's why lah kot, plus period! so yeah, i'm not suicidal i wanna try to live my life like it's my last things to do today: meeting at 330pm with buyer go to galeri petronas for 'bumi manusia' finish up individual performance contract submit documents to the bank find vessel for next month shipment apply insurance for vessel prepare LOI for shipment this weekend check files for audit purpose withdraw money for dinner withdraw money to pay house bills withdraw money to pay credit card due dinner play poker! party tonight! have a nice weekend oh shit! almost 330pm. meetinggggggg

if i die tonight, i wanna.. eat banana and choc pancake, kfc, doughnuts from flinders lane,o'briens sandwich for dinner drink orange & lime juice from panorama buy a Chanel purse watch Ocean's 13 buy a nice pda phone apologize to my mom and dad for my bad behaviour for the last 22 years pay credit card debt decide who i should give my baby love neo to give out my savings to rumah anak yatim visit my grandma's grave drive X5 for 10 mins visit Cape Town swim with dolphins bungee jumping from KLCC hug jack black doo bee doo bee doo kiss my darling ethan hawke hug shah rukh khan call my friends kiss faris and najihah buy barbie doll for najihah so that she'll remember me pay for faris' braces have a decent conversation with my parents chill with the girls late at night til we fall asleep laugh till i pee in my pants if i die tonight, i won't be here tomorrow. if i die tonight, i don't wanna die alone. live life to the fullest, i shouldn't take things for

A SMACK OF JELLYFISH TURNS 1 TODAY! happy 1st birthday to all smackos! i wanna smack all of you later i'm extremely happy and proud of you girls!! i cannot believe its been a year since we sat at st jerome and talked about this. although we are not making gazillions, we have something and i'm proud of us :) jijo and amoi, i smack you guys when you come back! love you girls! xoxo

It's Friday, 7 pm and i'm still at the office. Lame! I know! There are some things I need to resolve though nobody is around. I'm pissed off! Because... Whatever happens lah Like that somebody who likes to use 'whatever happens'.. WTF! I want to go back :( I'm not in the mood, im in a bad mood! I'm hungry I can eat this bloody pc to myself now And only God knows what will happen if I dont get food now! God and my girls..

i like this picture, very much. i think because of the cute little kid! it was yana's birthday and we threw her a surprise party! went completely bananas planning for her party but it was all worth it we had a blast that night now that everything is over, i feel so bored nothing to look up to hmmph! i love you yana, hope you like your birthday party!

tuesday blues.. woke up this morning with a golf ball stucked down my throat. i think because i didnt brush my teeth before i sleep last night. i skipped work today. i didnt feel like going to the office with a golf ball down my throat. ive had days like this before when i was in uni, usually its on a monday but today is tuesday. does it make sense? i dont think so. i think i need to work bloody hard starting from next week, hmm tomorrow maybe. oh ya, it's 5/6/7 happy birthday anisa!