can't stand it anymore!

there are times when i just want to curl in bed, but not today.
i felt happy that i had something to do besides think of things
a lot has been bothering me lately so i need work to distract me
woke up this morning, updated my ipod before i hit the road
swam through millions of cars while watching the sunrise.

the situation at workplace has been pretty tense for the past 2 weeks.
the company is going through some restructuring which involves me.
with everything still here and there, i don't really have a boss at the moment.
i basically don't even know why i'm there anymore, besides that i need to send and reply emails regarding the cocktail party. pffftt!
i would say we are rather lost now in our own company.
having said that, i still have other bosses looking and watching our behaviour.
finding faults so that they can suggest the names to the higher management and there goes the famous "you're fired".

as usual, every morning i will on my laptop get everything ready, read few emails, on my communicator and then its breakfast time!
breakfast would usually take about 30 mins, depending on my boss
then after breakfast, morning gossips with a few of my colleagues
then my work starts, finish up whatever performance measure and bla bla bla..
i shall not bore you with what i do.
everything was fine, until.....
to cut the story short, he was a pain in the ass.
totally ruin the whole day.
never in 3 years i cried at work but today, i did!
he really got into me this time, well done!
i should give him a medal.

i can't really tell what happened.