perutku berbunyi kring kring kring

i went to the curve last saturday, looking for kak ya's baby shower present. anyway, me and sheffer bought kak ya this pillow/crib tilam where it has contour and can give better digestion to the baby. also, we bought her a blanket wrap yang stretchable so that he won't end up tangan weird like sheffer.

last weekend we spent saturday sunday at yana's place. we all went tgk cerita hantu! jangan pandang belakang. gile babi takut nak mati! huwaaa. mmg jgn pandang belakang betul betul ni! that will be the last time i will ever tgk cerita hantu. i still have trouble sleeping at night, which explains why i woke up late this morning and bile bangun this morning i thought nak mintak mc. hahaha. just because i woke up late, but then i decided to go to office sbb kononnya career woman lah ni, perasan also that i would become md/ceo one day. so, i crawled myself out of bed lah.

about me and him, he's not doing so good while im doing alright. got la sad sad but sometimes lah. notlah like all the time. most of the time i feel guilty and worried. im worried lah, actually. i hope he wont do anything stupid to himself. i just hope that he thinks about his future rather than be depressed memanjang. im also puzzled whether i should give him a second chance or not. some say yes, some say no. i don't know. eh mcm pantun kan?

some say yes
some say no
i dont know

aiyooyoo damn merepek already. its 914am and im at the office, waiting for my kapal to berth. my kapal named southern zebra sepatutnya dah sampai labuan, but i dont knw lah why so lambat today. ok, back to this kapal, i just emailed that fella. whylah no news about my southern zebra. this kapal kapal's name weird jugak la sometimes. there's southern atlas, ilis virgo, lucas, tristen and bla bla bla. i'm bored lah actually. there's nothing much to do. i have to wait for kapal and do some documentations when the kapal dah sampai.

okay, i have a plan. i'm going to make myself look busy and occupied. mcm banyak gile kapal sampai today lah konon ;)

Comments

Afzal said…
My hands was shaking when I read this~oh noo
Anonymous said…
i really hope things will be ok again with u and him.i cant imagine u with other guy better than him but no matter what,im still here for you.
Kuna Ismail said…
dear anonymous,
i believe if we are meant to be, then nothing can seperate us. if we are not meant to be for each other, there's a different agenda that god has planned for me and him.