me, myself and linus

so yeaaa..its friday already.
wowww! so fast time flies when you're busy.
i didn't even realise that it's already friday.
been working like a dog this whole week.
even dogs don't have to do assignments and reports.
today is friday, and since next week is the ultimate week (due date) for all subjects.
we had a graduate gathering session after class.
i had two cranberry juice, a coke and some finger foods.
as i was walking towards the train station, i felt something was wrong.
i was feeling dizzy for a while, then i started feeling nausea.
as soon as i was in train i hard breathing difficulty.
i was gasping for air desperately and my head was spinning like the spinning cup in sunway lagoon. i was also sweating all of a sudden.
in my head, i was thinking of the food i ate.
probably they have minty thingy inside that i didn't realise.
i felt like fainting when i reached richmond station, but i had two more stops.
so i was reciting doa as i thought i was going to die in the train compartment, in front of everybody.
i was literally saying all the prayers that i know, thinking that i might just die because i had mint.
the next thing i know, i've reached my stop.
as soon as i got out, i felt a bit better.
but still sweating, nausea and shortness of breath.
i seriously thought i was having an allergic reaction, to mint or whatever.
i was wrong i guess.
got home and googled all the symptoms, and found a few related topics.
this site said because over exhausted, low magnesium and excessive coffee.
hmmm..interesting.
some other said that food allergy would not cause those symptoms.
that is what dr. nadeera said too.
some sites said, gastric.
some unqualified doctor in Malaysia (sheffer) said heart attack or diabetic?
but check out this website
it could be mild heart attack.
oh no! me? heart attack? no pls!
so now i don't know.
i'm still googling.
if you know, let me know.
symptoms:
headache, nausea, difficulty breathing, hands and feet numb.
cold sweat, heartburn feeling, chest pain.
i feel like something is burning inside my chest.
i'm shivering but sweating at the same time.
my fingers, ears and feet are strangely cold while my body is warm.
shit! all the symptoms relate to mild heart attack.
okay, now i'm freaking scared.

the last thing i want here is to die alone in this freaking apartment
3952 miles from Malaysia.

Comments

keesha said…
i get that too sometimes and it always attacks when im in packed-to-the-brim lrt. so like u.. i'll baca all the doas that i know but as soon as i get out from the train and breath in fresh air.. after 10 mins, i'll be ok.. i still dont know why i get it but i think its coz of stomach pain but ive read somewhere that its the symptoms of heart attack... so if u know why it happens, please le tme know..
Kuna Ismail said…
ill ask around doctors here..and i'll let you know :)